So I'm a little depressed lately. Things with Dina... they're not good. Not at all. We're on two different paths, with me wanting one thing and her wanting another, and it's just... winding down. We fight about things we shouldn't fight about. We do things to hurt each other.

We're in a toxic relationship, in other words, but I'm unable/unwilling to get out.

Then there's the fact I've nailed her on a few lies... big ones. I don't know if I can/want to trust her anymore.

I love her. I believe she loves me.

That probably isn't enough.